how far... how near

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(it doesnt work well.. i'll fix it someday so ... )

那是一個人正常年齡計算 不是意外發生 然後死亡
Or.. 提早結束自己的生命 之類

i never really like working with aged people
it's really hard to see them getting old, getting ill, getting chair-bound/bed-bound
it's even harder when you see the carers treat them like an dirty-useless-troublesome-stupid old people
it Is also hard when you see them slowly getting old and preparing them to die
how cruel it is for a person sitting beside them talking to them knowing that they are going to leave you sometime sooner
how cruel
and... how cruel

i always wanna work with teenagers
Or maybe some college boys/girls
this might largely due to the reason that i refuse to grow up
never want to grow up... and pretty much their easy life
getting old, learning new things, got new worries, meeting new friends, work, meeting new bithcy&bossie work colleagues that order you to do things that are Never your job

i am a people person
that's y i get too emotional
Most of the time

i like shepherd (he is good looking)
i Love Grey's Anatomy~!!! =D~